February 2012
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i don’t know how much longer i can pretend to be okay with this.
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Is this the best year of your life? i don’t know yet. it just started.
What was the first thing you did when you woke up? showered. The person you like is? kind of a dick sometimes. Is anything bothering you? yup. Does anyone annoy you? hahah yessss. Would you like things to go ‘back to normal’ with a certain someone? uh, YEAH. What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last...
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pretty chill day so far
today i have done the following:
woken up an hour before my alarm was supposed to go off
caught up on modern family in the extra time i had
got ready for class in a timely, not rushed for once, fashion
appreciated my new haircut
talked to both my mom and dad on the phone
gone to design class
gotten one step closer to being friends with the cute guy that sits in front of me every day...
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alright, yeah
just realized how i really feel about all this bullshit stuff that’s been going on lately. this is just fucking FANTASTIC. only not really. this ruins everything. absolutely everything.
now what do i do?
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yay haircuts
MY BANGS ARE OFFICIALLY BACK!
obviously, i’m excited about it. pictures to follow later.
as for now, jesse and i are in the library just chilling until we have to walk to english. this will be the first time we’ve seen our teacher since that fateful saturday night when we were drunk and ran into him, ahhhhh. this should be interesting.
i think i need more coffee. hahahah, NOT. okay...
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“Basically, I wish that you loved me. I wish that you needed me, I wish that you...”
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nothing ever goes as planned
but that’s alright because the rest of the weekend ended up being pretty great.
saturday, jesse and i never made it to the mall because corbin, sam, and austin got drunk and were hanging out with some random people at an apartment like twenty minutes from campus. so instead, we stayed in my room and watched a movie and i decided to clean everything. halfway into the movie, alyssa comes in...
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rough morning
but so worth it after last night.
jesse, shannon, alyssa, karly, patrick, evan, tim, and i all went to TKE and it ended up being really awesome. my plan on getting shitfaced was pretty much a success, except for when jake called me, but didn’t say anything when i answered. and besides when i was pissed at tim. buuuuttt, everything ended up working out. pat and i had a very interesting...
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so ready for tonight
i woke up this morning to a missed call and a voicemail from jake. i don’t even know what to do right now. the voicemail was almost eight minutes long of just him apologizing and trying to be sweet for all the shit he’s done and it’s just UGH. you can’t just give me bullshit excuses for a month, then ignore me for another month, and then expect things to be okay! NO. it...
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what the actual fuck
so, i just looked down at my phone for the first time in like thirty minutes or some shit because it’s on silent and i saw that i had a text and a missed call. my first thoughts were that they were both from jesse because she went out to the club tonight with shannon and left some stuff and my room and, i don’t know, it just seemed logical. so anyway, i look and the text is from jesse...
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so confused
about my emotions, your feelings, you, me, us; everything.
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Why my last relationship ended. things changed. we changed. time happened. distance happened.
Who I like and why I like them. we all know who it is. and honestly, i don’t know why i like him. he gives me mixed signals all the time and it frustrates the hell out of me. and sometimes he makes me feel like shit. but, hey, what’s new?
Hardest thing I’ve ever been through. eighth...
